The dreaded chat log, and probably the last one I'll be saving. I can always look to this if I need to cry it out for some reason. A short concise yet devastation blow, that shatters one's heart into infinitesimal pieces.
And yes, I do save all our conversations chat logs on my PC. What else can I do? When all is said and done, the only thing left are the memories... All these text files are the memories left to me. I believe I still have our very first conversation somewhere in that folder...
I probably shouldn't be pouting. I mean, the right thing would be to give them my blessings and wish them all the best right? Well, fuck that. I can't bring myself to even think about it. In fact it's sad to say this, but in some corner of my mind, I actually hope their relationship fails. It sure wouldn't make me happy to see her upset, but at this point I think anything would be better than this, and I sure I can make her much happier....
Ok, before I start to sound more and more like a bastard, I think I should end off this post. One word to sum up the situation? Tragic.
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